The Path You would like to Walk

                                                    "The path you would like to walk." 

Whenever I think this kind of small path that vanishes in the woods of Deodars always gives me chills. That moist mist with chilly air passing through the branches of the Deodars and that small reflection of tiny droplet hanging from the leafs of Deodars is what I always remember when I see this path. That drop always waits to complete its path of journey that is submerge into the earth, where its life cycle will get complete. That evening sunlight passing through the mist and moist branches of Deodars; that touches the water that is lying on the path makes it look in amber in color and lights up the whole path, Which is what always think of and I think of a 'Godly Path where I want to walk and want to get vanished forever.' Photographed in Chail, Himachal Pardesh @2250 meters in August, 2016.

A Rain With Face

                                                                 

                                                                       
 A Rain With Face is something about when Rain comes with some feeling of love & you do not know, only heart with soul can understand. It is just like kissing face to face with each other, when it touches you on your skin, on your lips. It is a feeling of astonishment when it touches you, a feeling of loveliness that once it passes through. Each and every moment you enjoy like a small child. It is a feeling like a kid playing in the rain with face full of happiness. No one can judge the happiness of other person just by looking at them, they should be able to see as this is the happiness of internal soul which takes you where you want to go which is internal, mystical journey of past life you have lived.

Love, Hatred, they just go away when you kiss the face of Rain. It just takes away all the sorrows, cries, lies and other things which should not be meant to be there inside your black, dark place inside some where your small part of heart, where fear, negativity lives.

I was on the roof top of my house, standing, thinking, going past in my years of silence which I have gone through in my life till now and was just looking at the black sky, watching gray clouds changing faces from here and there, completely changing to black after sometime. It was completely silence at that time, even you can hear the small birds chirping which are impossible to hear that time, streets which are normally flooded with horns of rickshaws, cars and bikes, Today it was silent like nobody was there, just silence before storm. I was deep into my thoughts, just watching those clouds changing shapes and which took me deep into my thoughts and allowed me to think how my life has changed like these clouds sometimes black and sometimes white  and sometimes completely blank. The things which I had forgot in my life, the shapes of these clouds made me think of my past life. Playing with rain, playing with tires, playing with birds, playing with stray dogs which I named as "Dabbu". A dog with big brown eyes, deep inside those brown was loyalty filled with love. Always stayed with whenever I used to go anywhere. So many things I went through by this small passage of time till the time wind Started blowing.

Within a small time frame of how I went through my whole memory lane. It was there only for few minutes and I came into consciousness when I was kissed by one of the droplets of Rain on my face. Dry leaves of Guava tree which were lying on the roof started moving in circles as it looked like they are celebrating the entrance of first rain of life as it will help the new leafs to grow. This Guava tree stands tall just at the back of our House, giving beautiful Guava fruit red from inside. I always hear some kind of birds singing here and there on it. On the day of rain it was completely different, these new leafs were not singing, at this time there were old dry leaves which were singing all the way for the first rain.  It has beautiful branches which always touches the roof of it and sometimes those old leaves always block the drainage pipe which is helpful in draining rain water from roof and one corner of the roof starts leaking from outside and then we go on the roof to clear the drainage pipe. Getting back, all of sudden few more drops faces kissed me on my lips it felt just like your lover kissing you and hugging you for the first time. Small sensations of love went through my whole body, which was spiritual and love for the others.

It started raining and also with some strong winds, whole thunderstorm came into complete act. Saw some of the pigeons trying to move against the wind, might be they are trying to reach kids, trying to feed them, might be they are going to eat some food which they know where it is. All kind of thoughts were hovering and covering like cloud my whole mind. Some thoughts were black and some were white which I went through at that point of time. Sound of the wind was like music to my ears which is like hoovering around you all the time and taking you in the life of your past. It started raining heavily it was time me stand beneath the roof, however I was not able to as Beloved of yours is coming down to meet after so many years, it was feeling of  which I was able to think of it. I was completely wet in the rain. Like tears coming out my eyes after meeting my beloved and it was all that moment which I will always remember, that sensation going through your soul and touches you from within and you just feel that, you cannot be taken away from me my soul bleeds, which is not possible. Beloved people always go away, and it is just a matter of time they come back.

Rain was in full flow and after sometime it just stopped slowly as it started, whole rain was an experience of Passion, Love, Peace, Meditation and experience of whole life for few moments. I hope the pigeons which were struggling might have reached there destinations. It was normal again, whole street again lit up with horns of cars, rickshaws, voices of kids playing out side. A new thing which was added later was whispering noise of some crickets insects on Guava tree. They kept singing whole night and with that music, I felt like a child again, slipped into my memories of childhood again. Good Night!

Little more to explore about life...

 

There are many ways you can reach life, God..Music is one..Poetry is another..Dance is another..It's not only about reading the things and that everybody does...normally everybody does for the sake of it.Do the things that you like in life...that you have passion, not for the things that everybody is following...Make your soul lead the way not people around you who are just following others...Even Guru Nanak Dev G didn't write anything..He sung the songs of God..The Bani that we read on daily basis wasn't written by Him..

 

                                                                                        

He sung them and was later taken into Granths...He used his poetic imagination that was his passion, that He produced through singing that Helped him reach God and explore Himself...Use your Passion that you like to do in life like Dancing, Poetry, Exploring ways of life in Nature, Do that so much that it becomes Meditation for you, that will automatically help you proceed further in life and Exploring soul...Even one of the Belle Dancer in Russia used her Bailey Dancing as her Passion to reach God..

 

                                                                                             

She used to Jump so high that she used to come down like falling leaf....That was her passion, Dancing, which turned into meditation and reached the infinity that is unknown..when you reach infinity of life..while doing things you like...you will just imagine yourself and will feel bliss in yourself..you will become one...not even a word in silence...Just buffers around you and you will find YOU in Yourself..That is God....That is You..Love it!! Live it!! Feel it!!!

See what smile and love can do.......

I would like to share a very small story of a man who use to go to job using taxi on daily basis with his friend.No matter what happened whenever he used to come out from the taxi after reaching office he would say to taxi to driver "You have driven very good" and also gave a him wide smile. Even after reaching office he would also deal with other people very calmly and with much patience. Nobody ever saw him arguing...fighting with someone...Everyone always saw him smiling..giving compliments to others..

His friend who used to come with him to office always remained confused why he used to say such words to taxi driver and why he gives smiles to others...it makes sometimes looks awkward smiling here and there...at before everyone...so he made up his mind that he will ask this question to his friend next time they will go to office on a taxi..

Next day they were again together chatting with each other....talking about office and normal life. Both get into the taxi. Both of them reached office...After getting out from the car..His friend told taxi driver "He was driving very good and gave a big smile" Taxi driver felt very happy and left.


His friend asked him question then that I come with you only daily basis..I always see you giving compliment to taxi drivers whenever we leave from taxi....and giving big smile....what is the reason you do that....That person smile with look of patience on this face and answered ... I get happiness whenever i smile at others...if you see you are helping million people to get happiness on daily basis..see what happens when I give compliment to others or to taxi driver...He starts smiling in the morning...Then he has to deal with other passengers..he will deal with them smile and respect .. he will also give them compliments..those passengers will also feel happy and wherever they go they will talk happily to others giving smile to others...it works as chain reaction..and it spreads like a disease...that is smile disease and makes everyone infected with love and smile on daily basis...and there whole day becomes awesome...that is why i do that....

That person was really shocked to hear that this small smile can affect others in such a way...He also started doing that on daily basis...He was also not aware of such a small thing...I think in this small part of live we also forget what this small drop of love called smile can do ... Start giving small smiles to others today.....Be a part of making million people happy in one day....So Just start your day with big smile :)


Second Story:

Second story is about a person called hugging judge who lives in US. This is real story which still happens. She has a complete team she goes to fairs and place giving people free hugs as people are getting tensed on very small things these days....

She started doing this when she was early into her career. She always carries suitcase on which The Hugging judge is printed. Everyone in the office knows about her that she is Hugging Judge. An incident happened with her that shows what a touch of love,smile and care can do. Even Medical science is unable to explain this...How all this happens...

One day Her team was on normal visits to mentally ill people's hospital. Where they give every single person a hug and some chocolates. On that day she was with her friend...Both of them entered in a room..where some patients were laying on the bed...one row on each side of the room....both of them started hugging every patient one by one...some gave them smile..some people were not leaving them after they hugged them....they were missing something that was drop of love from others they required so that they can heal themselves..love is the big medicine everywhere...

They reached a one bed where there was just silence...nothing else..A person was laying on the bed with big beard and cap on his face...no doctor would go near him..even nurse used to help him very less...Her friend didn't touch him...she left her without giving a hug as he was looking very dirty....But the hugging judge didn't do that she was very lovely lady..she went near him....removed his cap from his face gently...and then gave him a big hug...she kept hugging her for 5 minutes....and then she left him after leaving some chocolates for him...as she was leaving from the room...that patient started smiling and starting laughing with happiness....every body was stunned why this thing was happening to him....Doctors came up...suddenly there was huge rush in that room...Doctor's were shocked to see what happened to this person....

Then after sometime..some body told the Hugging judge that this person was silent from last 35-40 years..he never spoke in his last few year..he used to stay on his bed like a dead body..and now he is smiling and talking to others...Doctors checked him..he became normal...


See what happens when you touch someone with gentle love, care and hug..small touch of smile....can cure big diseases like these....Give love to others..it cures impurities...this person still lives somewhere in US...and carrying on his normal...and Hugging judge is still carrying on giving her love to others...He was just missing small part of love from his life... start giving love to others whom you love...show love to others....for whom you care...and carry on your life......

Rain...Rain...Rain...

Rain Rain Rain....O Dear rain come down to the earth..Rain Rain Rain....O Dear rain come down to the earth..waiting for your rain drops...singing, dancing you come down to earth..I feel it when you touch my skin...by feeling your drop on me...and that is just for a sec...and this drop gets elapsed after touching my skin...you also come from heavens, Sent by God...mysteriously coming down to the earth with momentum that I can't guess...where you drop yourself...Some times with dust and sometimes with the wind....sometimes in the form of hailstorm..I know you are very kind when you come on earth..you make peoples lives..you give happiness...some people dance with you...when you drop your drop on them...I like it my dear..I like it..I need to dance with you when you come...I feel your purity, your virginity with which God sends you with.. I can't resist myself from dancing as my inner soul dances with you...Your wind is so strong my heart can't resist...it just blows away with you...O my dear rain...give happiness to others...give loveliness to others...give soul happiness to others...O my dear rain come down....have dance with us..you dance you give love to others...God bless you....you are Mother for everyone....You Mother for earth...who gives new leaves to plants...to small weeds who wait for you when you gonna come and we will grow...they even sacrifice there life for you....I know you are life giver....You make land fertile...I know you sometimes come in plenty and causes flood to come...but it's betterment of the particular land...which fills up the whole soil with new virgin sand..that allows new weeds ... earth to come out and feel your love that you have given them..It's your love that has allowed them to sprout....you come with black clouds..dancing through the wind....some times you are fast..sometimes you are very slow....you are lovely my dear rain...come...come...come....I always wait for you...when you will come and make my heart watery with your rain drops..I always wait for you...I love you so much my dear I can't explain you...my heart comes out through my eyes...to welcome..come dear rain...reveal your love to me..that you have been hiding in your heart....reveal that love...I will forget my world that I am living in...I want to forget myself and completely indulge in you...make me wet completely with your love drops...make me wet...make me wet..O rain come down to earth....come to me...when you sing...birds chirp with you..birds dance with you...your wind passes through there body...thats why they sing...they can't stop themselves....you make me wet through my eyes because of immense love I have for you My dear rain....leaves of big trees clap with each other like they are welcoming you....you make them wet..you also make them dance in rain....everybody likes to dance in rain....fresh leaves dipped in rain water give immense pleasure to heart that you can't explain...it feels like you are in heaven....While writing.. about you my dear rain...I have started feeling fresh...like you make birds wet..your wind going through my body...my soul..my heart....O wind of rain....come move through body..make me completely wet with you love of blissfulness...make the heart happy as much as you can....even I can smell you when you come...I can smell you and your wet sand smell..that pleasure I can't explain....just seems like you are making me fly in sky....Even blissful trees,small plants know when you are coming....and when you gonna fill there heart with love..blissfulness that they need to grow themselves and reach the sky high....O rain come to everyone...come to every part of this world...Give your love, warmth, kindness, blissfulness to them...make them feel you Mother for them....put lovely hand of care on them...my dear friend...my dear my heart is filling up with love for you I can't explain..you make me move...you make me go through difficult situations....that is why I love you so much....Come to me..Come to me..Come to me...I wanna feel your love of happiness...wanna completely mingle with you..no one should be able to recognize me....I don't wanna leave any differences between you and me...come to me, come to me my dear rain....you make me smile.....I would pray...to you...please make other people smile...go to them..fill there heart with warmth that you have for others...you are Mother for them my dear rain...care for them.....care for them.....you are Mother of all....just remember it....you are Mother of all us.....

Beloved Mother...

I don't have any words to start this blog from... As Mother word is itself shows me who She is..For me She is God..Above all..I can even fight with God for her...I have that attitude..Even the provider is God..He has provided Mother to us...Nothing can describe her love,her cuteness,the way she manages her way to life..She has lots to do in her life..But She still finds the way to love her beloved ones that is her family...even for others...She is infinity for me...She has all, others can't give...Seen her crying..Cried with her..Seen her happy, joyous...full of love..Did enjoy with her..gave her the full love...Nothing can differentiate Her from others...I know how a women starts her life....When She was just a girl...She has to go through so many things...But She still bears it...there are some Mothers who bear so much for there kids..who live in villages..Sometimes there loved ones become there enemies..I don't know why...In some villages She is sold on the name of Dowry...It is really different from normal aspects but She still bears it..for the sake of her family where She took birth...and after her family she has to take care of in-laws family..has to take care of her kids...has to take care of the house where she lives..has to help her hubby so that they can live..has to take care of her hubby....so that he should not go away from her...but she still doesn't speak...Nobody can bear the pain while she bears when she gives the birth to a kid...I look at my mother she is always ready to do anything for us...always worried what's gonna happen to us in the future...whenever we leave for some trip...she always says"Beta pnch k phone jarur karin"(Please inform us whenever you reach there safely...) That kind of thing that every mother possesses for every kid..what is a life of a mother...let me take you through...She starts her life in one of the families....Takes care of her family where she takes birth..loves them...makes food for them...helps them in every work..but still She has to bear many times, She doesn't speak..then time comes when She reaches a stage..where She has to leave her family...where She lived for 20-25 yrs..Half of the life She spent there...Being a man..I can really feel what feelings She goes through when She has to leave her birth place...I can't even think that She does that...really difficult for me to think...But still She goes through it...Reaches a new home...where She has a new family...to take care of them....Manages that also...She takes care of complete family..after sometime "WE" guys come up...adding bit more into her life...She spends Her time with us....She spends half of her time with us...before this She spent half of her time with her husband...Then She has to bear our thinking's....Then when we become young..and get married..normally every person forgets his/her Mother..that She exists..She has to bear that also...Some forget their Mother that much that they don't even reach at their Mother's Funeral..Where She wanted to see Her Kid for the last time and He was not there..God bless that kind of Kid..Please don't forget in whatever condition you are in and in Whatever condition She is in..Please love her..Love her..Be a Lover for her..Like you become lover of your Girl friend...Please Love..Oh!! God..Please please give them power to feel to take care of there Mothers...I don't know how much She bears and How much She will have to bear......I salute to Her..I salute her every part..every second She lives...She spends more than half of her life caring for others...Love to her..Cheers to her...May every Mother live long....Oh God...Please bless her with your love...I know I am possessive about her..I love to be...You created Mother...Thanks to you...Beloved Mother you are always in my heart...You will always in my every single nerve of my Body...I can just say...I love you my dearest Mother.....May God bless you....

Someone Realistic.....Tree and Wind....

How can I be realistic, If someone got distracted from me...I can never think of that person again..who came into life like wind... came from one window and went from other...It would be that much difficult for me to forget that wind...That realistic person was someone who has never thought to hurt me in her life....Realistic persons are very rare in this world and very common to find sometimes when God gift's you these kinna persons...I am very happy that I got one....Not feeling sorry about..In the starting I was bit surprised about someone...that was really mystical and full of mystery and never came to know that this thing can happen in my life...Someone really came and went like a wind in my life...I stood just like  a Tree clapping with my leaves and trying to welcome someone...But I thought I was welcoming for a person who will stay with me for sometime...But didn't know that was wind that comes and vanishes away...I wasn't able to stop that moment for a moment...I kept clapping that she has arrived, she has arrived but I was left clapping there....But I really felt good about it and enjoyed that mystical time for sometime...atleast that wind touched my body... touched my face...went into my eyes...then into my heart...went into every single nerve of my body...went into my spirit...I was in music, dancing all around in my life....I was happy atleast wind came and blew for sometime...I was able to capture that moment....I am happy I am able to do that...Never thought in my whole life that this can happen to me....But I know that wind will again blow..and it will keep blowing in my life...and it will motivate me to move on in life...I will never stop again...I tell to my dear God..It has given me so many lessons in my life..which has effected me alot in my life in many ways...I will love that wind forever I promise...I will be a tree which will keep standing in every kind of situation and tryin to welcome every kinna wind which will come my way...I will give respect...I know I will... I will give love....I can never forget wind whispering in my ears...I am here...then I used to dance like a bird dancing in rain...Then I would give much relaxation who would come underneath me...I was getting bit surprised what other person was thinking about this wind  and where it is coming from...some day someone asked me where this wind comes from and go throughs u...well I replied,"When that wind came and collided with me for the first time...I didn't allow her to pass throuh me...But as that wind kept coming again and again..I tried ignoring it...But I wasn't able to do it...when it kept coming and I came to know it is coming for me...so that I should not feel alone in my life so that I should stay happy in my ife..because when I clap with my leaves it makes me happy...when I understood that....that wind blown so hard on me....that made holes in my complete body of wood...there is not pulp in it..just holes...now I feel much more happier that it can pass through my body and gives me the relaxation I want...my leaves are greener now as that wind is blowing in my every single nerve...but sometimes it doesn't come..and I feel really alone...But I am very happy that sometimes wind should also take some rest haha...I can live alone even without her...I want that wind to stay happy and  cool like itself....Dear God that was cool wind that came left me alone...Thanks for those moments when wind came touched me for sometime...thanks for those moments...I know my future is secure and I will keep growing in my whole life...I hope wind remembers my way to heart...and She thinks that Tree also exists there....Hope she remembers...God bless that wind and Gives it's love to her....God bless you dearest wind...Please keep blowing...I am tranparent for you now...Please blow through me....You are blood for me now....Please blow through me...If you will not blow I will become wood without wood.....I hope you keep coming....You keep coming....

A Cute Little Girl...

I don't know what "Cute Girl means"..I used to think about her in my dreams.. She really came alive in my feelings few years back..She was wearing white clothes looking like an angel..Came from the heavens above..Her eyes had a flashy look which remembers me of the light reflecting in virgin water lake in great Mountains..She claps as if the trees are clapping there leaves as she is welcoming someone from deep down heart. I don't know who she is..She lives in deep down in my heart..When she comes out from my heart. She looks like a rainbow colors dancing down from the heavens to earth..I don't know where she lives..whether she lives in my heart or some where in heavens...Once I asked her the same question."Where do you live?" She replied"I come from the deep down skies of heart you have dear one..I live within you..You have to find yourself to find me.."Do you think you can find me?"She asked me.I replied"I don't know dear" Whether I will be able to find you out or not. She said" I am with you always, living nearby you, around you, In you, In your eyes,In your heart beat, I live in every nerve of your body..I thought that When I first started thinking of you it looked impossible to me that whether I would be able to find you or not..I think I have found you now..Because you are with me now..She replied"I don't think so, I am with you dear Heart...I am just an imagination for you...You still have to find me...I am near you dear one"..My dear Girl..Will I be able to find you dear one....I think I have found you dear one..You are right you are everywhere..You are in me...You are my eyes through which I look...You are my senses..You are my lips through which I speak..You are my in mind through which I think..You are my breath dear one through which I am alive in front of you..You are my heart and everything..I have found you dear one..You are Nature..You are Mother Nature..You are Mother Nature..You live in me like a Cute Girl...That I was wondering who you are...Why your actions remember me of Nature...You are everywhere....I have found you....I pray to you to live in everyone's Heart..Please live..Everyone is forgetting the Humanity..What Humanity is all about..Please teach them..Please enlighten them with your love..which will guide them through there path of life..Make them feel like water which flows and makes it's own way...Oh! Cute Little Nature what should I call you..A Mother..A brother..A Friend..or something else I don't know what I should call you.. I just know that I have internal relationship with you...I don't know what that relationship is...But soon I will come to know about it..I just wanna say thank to you dear one...I don't even have that much power to say thanks to you ... As you yourself full of powers..Which drives this world..That I cannot guess...Hope you live with everyone and give your love to everyone...You have enlightened me a lot & you are still bringing light into me..I am still learning..Please do it for others also...Help My dear Girl..Help! Help! Humanity...Oh Cute Girl..I can imagine How lovely you are....You are meant for peace...Give peace..You are everything for me and Please be the same for others also....LOVE them Guide them dear..Love them dear one...Love them...That is what my internal love says to you....I know you will be there to help them...I know you will be....OH MOTHER NATURE BLESS EVERYONE....