Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Childhood Memories.....Dedicated to someone Deep..


Hellos to my Childhood...I love my childhood like everyone does..I grow up in a small city looking at the skies all around..At that time I wished to touch the sky...I used to ride on small cycle to the nearby railway station and used to watch the train come and go..How can I forget those days...When I used to sit on bench filled with love of respect and I remember that was of green color..with small ants moving on it..and some dust on it..used to clean that with my hand..and sit on it...and used to see the back how much dust is sticking at my back...used to taste the sand...looked very tasty at that time...used to go the city park with my beloved ones...and I remember those days jumping on the grass .... used to feel I got my world in my small hands...We would take out the grass and used to throw at each other...used to run on grass dancing and sometimes getting scar on hands and legs..Mom used to teach me "Beta don't go there, Ghosts live there"hehe....I feel like this when i think of those moments..Mom used to make me ready with small fairy tale like clothes of pink color and sometimes of green color..small clips of dreams used to be on my hair..felt like no one is like my mom..Oh Mom I love you for these moments...I love you dearest Mom...I hope everyone is blessed with Mother like you..You are God for me my dearest mother..I remember of Dad taking me out on rehri for the Icecream...and fighting with my brother and small sister to get the bigger one...hehe..hehe..those moments are awesome..Dad used to say"Beta you are eldest of these all" You should understand ...Oh dearest Dad I love you for all that you have given my...You have been my inspiration of my life..Thanks for being there...I hope you get all the things you need in your life...I remember follwing the butter flies and, helicopters(Dragon flies), Jugnu...haha..was awesome time...used to capture and look them how they fly....now i feel sorry for them as I used to kill them sometime...Used to Go to the temple and watch the glowing fishes in the sarovar..My internal wanted to sit on them and swim with them..hehehe...I remember those prestigeous moments trying to touch the fish so that I can catch that fish...I wanted to fly like plane..wanted at the top the rainbow...so that I can slide down from Heavens to earth...Watching the world from top of the rainbow..watchin Mom and Dad working in the home..sayin Hello to them...Oh my dear God Bless them all with love of Happiness....Hope they get all the colors of life like rainbow has...I remember watching Dad flying kites....wanted to flew with them...wanted to touch the sky with my small hands...wanted to cut the other kites around me..Used to fly kites in balcony at my room...My Dad used to say you are my big Boy not Girl....I used to feel proud on that statement...used to open up all the gadgets to see what is in them...and see how they work..but after I used to open them..Nothing used to work...hehehe...Those lovely moments Oh God....How can I explain them...How can I explain them...Oh My love of Love...Please take me back to my childhood...where I used to run behind the ball,butterflies,Grasshoppers,rainbows...rain drops...shadow of mine..hehe..Oh my Oh my...I can never forget it...loved every moment...I am here now..watching the same world with my own eyes...standing at the roof where I wanted to be once..I am at that place...I have got everything I wanted...Thanks to everyone around me..Thanks again..I feel little drops in my eyes when I think these precious moments... O Love of God ... I want to be with them forever...But I know I know it is not possible...But God has given me the power of remembrance through which I can remember all the things and I have the power of getting into the things I wanted to be in.......Last lines of my childhood " I cannot forget sitting with my beloved Grannie sitting on Green bench and learning tables of love from her....used to sit hours and hours....How can I forget these precious moments...I hope they remain alive with me till I live..." Bless you my dear Grannie for giving me these memories....I am still alive, gathering some memories for the future.....I hope I get the love out of it.....Oh God Bless everyone......

1 comment:

Margaret said...

Such sweet memories of a wonderful, carefree, happy childhood... My wish is...May every child in the world have the fortune to enjoy a bright, cheerful, secure childhood full of love like this...Every child deserves to grow up with these memories....