A White Woman

I had a thought about a women sitting in bus, I was thinking about her, she was wearing white clothes, looked like without everything, without world, without make up. Such a gentle face with few lines of time that has passed on her was on her face. Had deep black eyes looking all around, looked like had some fear in her eyes, may be the time that had passed had left some scars in her life, she looked as if she has lost her beloved, as she was white, and looking all around with fear who is going to protect her now with tear in her eye, she thinks of her old days, how I am going to live in this world dear one, without u I am nothing, you were my inspiration..When u were there I had air in my body but now it seems I am just living with no life in it, I am now dry leaf who is getting dry day by day without sun ray, sun is you, who used to give life 2 me, my eyes are always at door's step that u will come some day and take me with u, without u I am just like hollow wood, I remember old days when u used to kiss me, used to feel like heavens, who is going to kiss me now, you used to bring ear rings, but who is going to put them in my ears now. For whom I should dance, for whom I should wear clothes, for whom I should do makeup, for whom I should breath now, even it's getting harder for me to breath now, every single breath was for u and it will always be for u dear one, you used to play with my hair how I can forget that, the ears I have they also gone some vacant, through them I used to hear Your voice, what about my eyes dear one, you don't think of them now, through these eyes u lived in my heart, the tears of happiness that used to come after seeing u my darling, in those eyes there is no tear now, because they have dried because of fear, as u went away from me my dear, I don' know how I am going to live my life dear, because u were my all life dear, my body is just like an old ruin now, where nobody lives having just a old wind blowing thru the ruin and old time that still lives in that ruin that holds your face, I will not forget u, Your love, Your care, your happiness, Your pain 4 me, Your smile, Your inspiration, Your motivation, I still don't know how I am going to live my life, but I will still live with image that u have given me in my heart, I just love u love u love u and just love u that is what my body particle say, they will say forever....Forever my dear, I still love u my darling ...Hope we meet somewhere in next world... I still say I just.........