I don't have any words to start this blog from... As Mother word is itself shows me who She is..For me She is God..Above all..I can even fight with God for her...I have that attitude..Even the provider is God..He has provided Mother to us...Nothing can describe her love,her cuteness,the way she manages her way to life..She has lots to do in her life..But She still finds the way to love her beloved ones that is her family...even for others...She is infinity for me...She has all, others can't give...Seen her crying..Cried with her..Seen her happy, joyous...full of love..Did enjoy with her..gave her the full love...Nothing can differentiate Her from others...I know how a women starts her life....When She was just a girl...She has to go through so many things...But She still bears it...there are some Mothers who bear so much for there kids..who live in villages..Sometimes there loved ones become there enemies..I don't know why...In some villages She is sold on the name of Dowry...It is really different from normal aspects but She still bears it..for the sake of her family where She took birth...and after her family she has to take care of in-laws family..has to take care of her kids...has to take care of the house where she lives..has to help her hubby so that they can live..has to take care of her hubby....so that he should not go away from her...but she still doesn't speak...Nobody can bear the pain while she bears when she gives the birth to a kid...I look at my mother she is always ready to do anything for us...always worried what's gonna happen to us in the future...whenever we leave for some trip...she always says"Beta pnch k phone jarur karin"(Please inform us whenever you reach there safely...) That kind of thing that every mother possesses for every kid..what is a life of a mother...let me take you through...She starts her life in one of the families....Takes care of her family where she takes birth..loves them...makes food for them...helps them in every work..but still She has to bear many times, She doesn't speak..then time comes when She reaches a stage..where She has to leave her family...where She lived for 20-25 yrs..Half of the life She spent there...Being a man..I can really feel what feelings She goes through when She has to leave her birth place...I can't even think that She does that...really difficult for me to think...But still She goes through it...Reaches a new home...where She has a new family...to take care of them....Manages that also...She takes care of complete family..after sometime "WE" guys come up...adding bit more into her life...She spends Her time with us....She spends half of her time with us...before this She spent half of her time with her husband...Then She has to bear our thinking's....Then when we become young..and get married..normally every person forgets his/her Mother..that She exists..She has to bear that also...Some forget their Mother that much that they don't even reach at their Mother's Funeral..Where She wanted to see Her Kid for the last time and He was not there..God bless that kind of Kid..Please don't forget in whatever condition you are in and in Whatever condition She is in..Please love her..Love her..Be a Lover for her..Like you become lover of your Girl friend...Please Love..Oh!! God..Please please give them power to feel to take care of there Mothers...I don't know how much She bears and How much She will have to bear......I salute to Her..I salute her every part..every second She lives...She spends more than half of her life caring for others...Love to her..Cheers to her...May every Mother live long....Oh God...Please bless her with your love...I know I am possessive about her..I love to be...You created Mother...Thanks to you...Beloved Mother you are always in my heart...You will always in my every single nerve of my Body...I can just say...I love you my dearest Mother.....May God bless you....
While writing...I can feel the happiness I am having about that smile....I am also feeling so happy because it is raining outside as I see that smile on someone's face...Even God seems to be happy if I am writing for that smile....Very rare I find on someone's face....Teeth like pearls cembeded in Sea....Giving it's reflection to everyone so that everyone can get happiness out of it...I am really happy I get a chance to see that smile everytime...I feel like I am in heavens....Like a rain drop comes out from the clouds...and it places itself on your face and kind of feeling comes out from the heart..the feeling of coldness and heavens...it is really amazing how someone can go through it..I thank God to giving that kinna feeling to everyone...I really thank Him...God bless those people who live on others smile...Like beloved's smile is important for her lover...Child's smile is important for parents...so smile is worth...No one can negate this fact...It is important everywhere...No one can live without it...When I see someone smiling..A kind of waves go through my heart and my body...just imagine how smile brings magic in your life...you start feeling a bit cozy at your heart and body...your veins relax...your mind starts thinking in neutral way...your senses get concentrated completely towards that smile...your eyes get wide open..to see that smile...I have gone through this kind of experience many times....I felt like heavens....That is why I keep on saying...Show your teeth..hehe...that is amazing experience..haha...to ask someone...to show there teeth and saying cheese to everyone...hahaha....A smiley experience for me....A smile can make you live longer and can make you life living worth...I love it when somebody smiles...Even somebody smiles at me..by looking at me...Atleast I am able to make them happy...that is my main mission towards life..to make everyone happy....I know that how I cannot make everyone happy..but atleast we can try to give love to someone a bit so that they can feel happy about someone who care about us....I love when somebody expresses it before everyone....you can live without smile..I know that...but smile cannot live without you..Face cannot live without smile...I hope everyone gets the smile every day...And every body is able to make someone happy every day....When somebody smiles..I feel that smile Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep down my body, heart and soul....I can never expect any person to live without smile....Hope God gives love to everyone so that he/she can smile spread it's love to everyone....If you give smile to someone it spreads it doesn't stay at one point...it's just keeps flowing like emotions when you see someone smile from heart....I really feel it..when somebody smiles from heart...I dedicate these lines to all those lovers of smile that they are looking for..and I hope smile goes through there eyes and into there heart and gives smile to everyone....I hope that...How you can feel that God is smiling??? Really a difficult question for everyone..but if you help someone...smile at someone...for his/her sake so that other person can feel relaxed after looking at your face...when you give someone smile who is suffering from some disease it is hope for life to them...when you give smile to someone who has lost everything that smile is hope for that person...when somebody looses someone....and you try make them happy...In other words you give your smile to others to make their life worth living..then you are worth and then you get the answer from God why He is giving smiles to you...you get your answer...So I would say in the end "Smile alot It costs nothing"....Love and butterflies of smiles to everyone from deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep down my heart....Hope God blesses everyone with His own smile.......and everybody is able to see that deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep....
How can I be realistic, If someone got distracted from me...I can never think of that person again..who came into life like wind... came from one window and went from other...It would be that much difficult for me to forget that wind...That realistic person was someone who has never thought to hurt me in her life....Realistic persons are very rare in this world and very common to find sometimes when God gift's you these kinna persons...I am very happy that I got one....Not feeling sorry about..In the starting I was bit surprised about someone...that was really mystical and full of mystery and never came to know that this thing can happen in my life...Someone really came and went like a wind in my life...I stood just like a Tree clapping with my leaves and trying to welcome someone...But I thought I was welcoming for a person who will stay with me for sometime...But didn't know that was wind that comes and vanishes away...I wasn't able to stop that moment for a moment...I kept clapping that she has arrived, she has arrived but I was left clapping there....But I really felt good about it and enjoyed that mystical time for sometime...atleast that wind touched my body... touched my face...went into my eyes...then into my heart...went into every single nerve of my body...went into my spirit...I was in music, dancing all around in my life....I was happy atleast wind came and blew for sometime...I was able to capture that moment....I am happy I am able to do that...Never thought in my whole life that this can happen to me....But I know that wind will again blow..and it will keep blowing in my life...and it will motivate me to move on in life...I will never stop again...I tell to my dear God..It has given me so many lessons in my life..which has effected me alot in my life in many ways...I will love that wind forever I promise...I will be a tree which will keep standing in every kind of situation and tryin to welcome every kinna wind which will come my way...I will give respect...I know I will... I will give love....I can never forget wind whispering in my ears...I am here...then I used to dance like a bird dancing in rain...Then I would give much relaxation who would come underneath me...I was getting bit surprised what other person was thinking about this wind and where it is coming from...some day someone asked me where this wind comes from and go throughs u...well I replied,"When that wind came and collided with me for the first time...I didn't allow her to pass throuh me...But as that wind kept coming again and again..I tried ignoring it...But I wasn't able to do it...when it kept coming and I came to know it is coming for me...so that I should not feel alone in my life so that I should stay happy in my ife..because when I clap with my leaves it makes me happy...when I understood that....that wind blown so hard on me....that made holes in my complete body of wood...there is not pulp in it..just holes...now I feel much more happier that it can pass through my body and gives me the relaxation I want...my leaves are greener now as that wind is blowing in my every single nerve...but sometimes it doesn't come..and I feel really alone...But I am very happy that sometimes wind should also take some rest haha...I can live alone even without her...I want that wind to stay happy and cool like itself....Dear God that was cool wind that came left me alone...Thanks for those moments when wind came touched me for sometime...thanks for those moments...I know my future is secure and I will keep growing in my whole life...I hope wind remembers my way to heart...and She thinks that Tree also exists there....Hope she remembers...God bless that wind and Gives it's love to her....God bless you dearest wind...Please keep blowing...I am tranparent for you now...Please blow through me....You are blood for me now....Please blow through me...If you will not blow I will become wood without wood.....I hope you keep coming....You keep coming....
Hellos to my Childhood...I love my childhood like everyone does..I grow up in a small city looking at the skies all around..At that time I wished to touch the sky...I used to ride on small cycle to the nearby railway station and used to watch the train come and go..How can I forget those days...When I used to sit on bench filled with love of respect and I remember that was of green color..with small ants moving on it..and some dust on it..used to clean that with my hand..and sit on it...and used to see the back how much dust is sticking at my back...used to taste the sand...looked very tasty at that time...used to go the city park with my beloved ones...and I remember those days jumping on the grass .... used to feel I got my world in my small hands...We would take out the grass and used to throw at each other...used to run on grass dancing and sometimes getting scar on hands and legs..Mom used to teach me "Beta don't go there, Ghosts live there"hehe....I feel like this when i think of those moments..Mom used to make me ready with small fairy tale like clothes of pink color and sometimes of green color..small clips of dreams used to be on my hair..felt like no one is like my mom..Oh Mom I love you for these moments...I love you dearest Mom...I hope everyone is blessed with Mother like you..You are God for me my dearest mother..I remember of Dad taking me out on rehri for the Icecream...and fighting with my brother and small sister to get the bigger one...hehe..hehe..those moments are awesome..Dad used to say"Beta you are eldest of these all" You should understand ...Oh dearest Dad I love you for all that you have given my...You have been my inspiration of my life..Thanks for being there...I hope you get all the things you need in your life...I remember follwing the butter flies and, helicopters(Dragon flies), Jugnu...haha..was awesome time...used to capture and look them how they fly....now i feel sorry for them as I used to kill them sometime...Used to Go to the temple and watch the glowing fishes in the sarovar..My internal wanted to sit on them and swim with them..hehehe...I remember those prestigeous moments trying to touch the fish so that I can catch that fish...I wanted to fly like plane..wanted at the top the rainbow...so that I can slide down from Heavens to earth...Watching the world from top of the rainbow..watchin Mom and Dad working in the home..sayin Hello to them...Oh my dear God Bless them all with love of Happiness....Hope they get all the colors of life like rainbow has...I remember watching Dad flying kites....wanted to flew with them...wanted to touch the sky with my small hands...wanted to cut the other kites around me..Used to fly kites in balcony at my room...My Dad used to say you are my big Boy not Girl....I used to feel proud on that statement...used to open up all the gadgets to see what is in them...and see how they work..but after I used to open them..Nothing used to work...hehehe...Those lovely moments Oh God....How can I explain them...How can I explain them...Oh My love of Love...Please take me back to my childhood...where I used to run behind the ball,butterflies,Grasshoppers,rainbows...rain drops...shadow of mine..hehe..Oh my Oh my...I can never forget it...loved every moment...I am here now..watching the same world with my own eyes...standing at the roof where I wanted to be once..I am at that place...I have got everything I wanted...Thanks to everyone around me..Thanks again..I feel little drops in my eyes when I think these precious moments... O Love of God ... I want to be with them forever...But I know I know it is not possible...But God has given me the power of remembrance through which I can remember all the things and I have the power of getting into the things I wanted to be in.......Last lines of my childhood " I cannot forget sitting with my beloved Grannie sitting on Green bench and learning tables of love from her....used to sit hours and hours....How can I forget these precious moments...I hope they remain alive with me till I live..." Bless you my dear Grannie for giving me these memories....I am still alive, gathering some memories for the future.....I hope I get the love out of it.....Oh God Bless everyone......
I don't know what "Cute Girl means"..I used to think about her in my dreams.. She really came alive in my feelings few years back..She was wearing white clothes looking like an angel..Came from the heavens above..Her eyes had a flashy look which remembers me of the light reflecting in virgin water lake in great Mountains..She claps as if the trees are clapping there leaves as she is welcoming someone from deep down heart. I don't know who she is..She lives in deep down in my heart..When she comes out from my heart. She looks like a rainbow colors dancing down from the heavens to earth..I don't know where she lives..whether she lives in my heart or some where in heavens...Once I asked her the same question."Where do you live?" She replied"I come from the deep down skies of heart you have dear one..I live within you..You have to find yourself to find me.."Do you think you can find me?"She asked me.I replied"I don't know dear" Whether I will be able to find you out or not. She said" I am with you always, living nearby you, around you, In you, In your eyes,In your heart beat, I live in every nerve of your body..I thought that When I first started thinking of you it looked impossible to me that whether I would be able to find you or not..I think I have found you now..Because you are with me now..She replied"I don't think so, I am with you dear Heart...I am just an imagination for you...You still have to find me...I am near you dear one"..My dear Girl..Will I be able to find you dear one....I think I have found you dear one..You are right you are everywhere..You are in me...You are my eyes through which I look...You are my senses..You are my lips through which I speak..You are my in mind through which I think..You are my breath dear one through which I am alive in front of you..You are my heart and everything..I have found you dear one..You are Nature..You are Mother Nature..You are Mother Nature..You live in me like a Cute Girl...That I was wondering who you are...Why your actions remember me of Nature...You are everywhere....I have found you....I pray to you to live in everyone's Heart..Please live..Everyone is forgetting the Humanity..What Humanity is all about..Please teach them..Please enlighten them with your love..which will guide them through there path of life..Make them feel like water which flows and makes it's own way...Oh! Cute Little Nature what should I call you..A Mother..A brother..A Friend..or something else I don't know what I should call you.. I just know that I have internal relationship with you...I don't know what that relationship is...But soon I will come to know about it..I just wanna say thank to you dear one...I don't even have that much power to say thanks to you ... As you yourself full of powers..Which drives this world..That I cannot guess...Hope you live with everyone and give your love to everyone...You have enlightened me a lot & you are still bringing light into me..I am still learning..Please do it for others also...Help My dear Girl..Help! Help! Humanity...Oh Cute Girl..I can imagine How lovely you are....You are meant for peace...Give peace..You are everything for me and Please be the same for others also....LOVE them Guide them dear..Love them dear one...Love them...That is what my internal love says to you....I know you will be there to help them...I know you will be....OH MOTHER NATURE BLESS EVERYONE....
You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.
Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.
You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.
Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.
I had a thought about a women sitting in bus, I was thinking about her, she was wearing white clothes, looked like without everything, without world, without make up. Such a gentle face with few lines of time that has passed on her was on her face. Had deep black eyes looking all around, looked like had some fear in her eyes, may be the time that had passed had left some scars in her life, she looked as if she has lost her beloved, as she was white, and looking all around with fear who is going to protect her now with tear in her eye, she thinks of her old days, how I am going to live in this world dear one, without u I am nothing, you were my inspiration..When u were there I had air in my body but now it seems I am just living with no life in it, I am now dry leaf who is getting dry day by day without sun ray, sun is you, who used to give life 2 me, my eyes are always at door's step that u will come some day and take me with u, without u I am just like hollow wood, I remember old days when u used to kiss me, used to feel like heavens, who is going to kiss me now, you used to bring ear rings, but who is going to put them in my ears now. For whom I should dance, for whom I should wear clothes, for whom I should do makeup, for whom I should breath now, even it's getting harder for me to breath now, every single breath was for u and it will always be for u dear one, you used to play with my hair how I can forget that, the ears I have they also gone some vacant, through them I used to hear Your voice, what about my eyes dear one, you don't think of them now, through these eyes u lived in my heart, the tears of happiness that used to come after seeing u my darling, in those eyes there is no tear now, because they have dried because of fear, as u went away from me my dear, I don' know how I am going to live my life dear, because u were my all life dear, my body is just like an old ruin now, where nobody lives having just a old wind blowing thru the ruin and old time that still lives in that ruin that holds your face, I will not forget u, Your love, Your care, your happiness, Your pain 4 me, Your smile, Your inspiration, Your motivation, I still don't know how I am going to live my life, but I will still live with image that u have given me in my heart, I just love u love u love u and just love u that is what my body particle say, they will say forever....Forever my dear, I still love u my darling ...Hope we meet somewhere in next world... I still say I just.........
